Tonight I am having a pity party. I don't really know why I'm crying and such. Could be that I don't feel well. Could be that I'm exhausted. But I think it's not that.
My sister finds out whether she is having a boy or a girl tomorrow. I think I'm crying because I would already know what I would be having. But I guess it just isn't my turn. I want to be a mom. But there are so many women that want to be mothers, and I guess we just have to wait our turn.
But I'm still just going to cry.
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ReplyDeleteI'm not resenting their existence. I'm aching for what I lost. Please try to understand how someone might feel before you hurt them more by saying things you don't understand.
ReplyDeleteTiff,
ReplyDeleteI think you are a beautiful person, and it is a great desire to want to have children. It's all right to cry a bit and be sad.
Keep the love you have in your heart. The world needs you.