I am meeting with a cancer specialist on Monday.
I'm not really nervous so much anymore as ready for some answers and ready to be done with this whole mess.
But, I am, by nature, a worrier. I tend to worry about things I don't really have any control over and it drives people crazy!
Today, I am worried about losing my hair. I have spent a long time growing my hair and I can say it's about the only thing physically that I like about myself.
This chemo I have to do might make that fall out. I don't know how I feel about that
But I guess if it takes care of the cancer spreading, than ok.
YIKES! I feel like I am too little to handle things like this.
