Right now I am listening to my favorite song by David Lanz, Christofori's Dream. It takes me to a quiet, special kind of place. A place where there is no hurt, sorrow or sadness. A place that is warm but not hot. A place where there is ocean to look at. A place of serenity.
Today I need that place. I want to be anywhere but here. I want to forget the trials of life and just relish in peace, if only for a few days.
My heart is broken today. I don't know all the why's or how's. I don't know how to fix it. I don't know how to change. I just know that I am hurting.
I feel alone. Have you ever felt that way. I know that I have family and a husband that love me. And yet I am alone.
So, I am going to cry for just a few minutes, then get ready for the onslaught of students that will walk through my door in a little less than an hour. Best get ready for them.
Has there been some new news? What's going on? I'm suddenly very nervous.
ReplyDeleteNo real news, only that the numbers are going down so slowly and I lost sight of the light at the end of the tunnel. It just feels so hopeless today. I'm sorry that I made you nervous and thank you for your friendship. Sometimes I miss having you here across the hall. I need to be better at calling. Thanks Alicia!
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Can I join you in your quiet place. I love that song.....
ReplyDeleteThat is a great song...I love you!!
ReplyDeleteGood luck with everything. Thinking of you. Thank you so much for your friendship, and know that I am always here for you even though I'm not right by your side.
ReplyDeleteHugs.. .
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